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Thursday, 12 November 2009

  • Sun Shines

    It's neither sad nor glad. But I feel happier, and healthier. Alhamdulillah :D

    So many things happened lately. And I'm glad that I've gone through all these with courage and strength. And somehow, I realised that my life is full with people who love me and be with me thru my ups and down. Thank you.

    (Stories are not happened accordingly, mind you)

    A stranger has been kind to me lately. Thank you so much. Appreciate it.

    I missed shopping at the mall. Feel like didn't go shopping for quite some time. Weird.

    An officemate gave me a magic soap. And it works, really. Memang magic.

    Geotech dept's boss offered me to be part of them end of next year, without having to go for an interview and don't have to wait for 3 months confirmation after hiring.

    Besides great things happened, I am still having a problem regarding the major thingy. I don't know which to choose. It's either offshore or construction, since geotech is not there as an option. Mom asked me to go for offshore or petroleum. But it's not where my heart belongs (chewah) so I don't know which to choose.

    Opinion please :) Thanks.

Wednesday, 28 October 2009

  • The way love, soulmate and marriage look, to me.

    I'm sorry if you do not agree with me, but it's how the things look, at least for me.

    Thing #1.
    For me, soulmate is like clothes and love is like shoes and accessories. You wouldnt know if the clothes suit you or not unless you try it on. And the mirror in the changing room is like your friend. Sometimes the mirror lies to you to make you look slimmer but sometimes, it is a true mirror. Not converge, neither diverge. And the clothes, you need to make sure does the color suit you, the cutting, is it your type? And what if it doesn't suit you? Pick another one and try it on. And the procedure repeat on and on until you found the right one.

    Since you already get your best clothes, you need shoes and accesorries to complete the look. It is the same thing here. Since you have 'the one', you need love to complete the feels.

    But I didnt say that soulmate is like changing clothes. It is just like finding one piece that fit you most. For instance, most of us have our fave piece that can be worn whenever we feel fat or ugly, or feeling nice and need comfy clothes to wear the whole day. And I mean, 'that' clothes = soulmate.

    Thing #2.
    For people like me, who experienced (not in my own marriage) and saw a lot, feel like marriage is not a guarantee for a couple to feel relieved and have happy ending forever. Because it can ends. For reasons. But it's not for all. And I think, marriage is like buying things at shopping mall. Why?

    For example, you've been eyeing a bag which is a new arrival and has no discount. Since you like it very much, you bought it without hesitance, without any regret even it is expensive, or even if it will be on sale tomorrow in less price. And when you go to another shop, you find another design that's on sale and lesser price than the one you bought. But since you like the previous one so much, you do not bother about any other bag and you stick with that one. And go home with smile.

    And I think, it is much or less same with marriage. When we found the one who we knew is the one for us, we didnt care about their imperfection, their bad attitude and we try to accept the behaviour, so the marriage stays forever. But if we choose the wrong one, once we found another yang better, we'll regret. And choose to stop the marriage and be with the other.

    Hmm... Complicated?(-.-)
    How things look, to you?

Sunday, 25 October 2009

  • it's just that extra half an inch

    It wasn't the best day in my life. It wasn't one of the good days pun. Yesterday's better.

    And oh. Talking about yesterday. Went to sunway pyramid with weda to watch papadom and do some shopping. At first kitorang tak sangka yang we're gonna watch papadom sebab dalam banyak-banyak tu, why papadom?

    But it was a great movie (and I cried twice) and good job lah mr afdlin :)

    And went back with nothing much, but can make me feel like smiling. Plus, can watch fahrin ahmad on tv, lagilah senyum sampai telinga.

    I've realized that I didn't read people' blogs so much lately except for a few close friends. and I've realized that i have stopped from watching tv shows (either from my downloads activity or tv). and I have stopped from buying or browsing things online. And I do realize that I am not updating this thingy regularly either.

    So, where have you been, Syara.

    Oh. I am returning to my forever addiction. Books. There are 3 coming on my way, being beside the bed, nicely. And the one written by victoria beckham is my favorite. It's a gift from a colleague. Thanks by the way. Every night before tidur, mesti baca.

    After a few hours sleeping and found my doc with the psych were there, outside my room, with worried-eyes, I've began to talk. There's nothing wrong with me. But the situation went wrong, lately. And how I wish everything will happen as fast as they can and I stay stronger, as much as I can.

    Life has been depressing lately. I realized that I can advise people on how to live life but me myself, don't know how to live my own life. Pelik.

    Tomorrow's monday. Hello work life. Sigh.

Tuesday, 20 October 2009

  • Coincidence

    It just amazes me on how coincidence life is when I met one person who bought the same camera that I wish for (but I bought another good ones), he wears red crocs (and I have a pair of ruby red prima), he is the second child, his attitude is more or less like me, and a few to be named.

    And what a coincidence to meet someone who acts like nazmi. Or someone whose hometown is the same like mine and we can chat for hours about it and a few places where he went which is familiar for me. Or someone.. etc etc.

    And I can conclude here that everything happened was just coincidence. It is not a fate, or a sign or whatever that can mislead to anything else yang mengarut.

    If your mom knows his mom and your grandfather knows his, that doesn't mean you are his soulmate or whatever. Ridiculous gila fikir macam tu. And oh. This does not applied to anyone. And it certainly not based on my own story. It just appears on my mind while driving in a heavy rain tadi.

    Someone asked me what did I do since people at the office like to talk to me. Even orang yang serious, tak cakap banyak and selalu mengadap pc buat kerja pun boleh bercakap berjam-jam sampai orang lain record time duration kitorang berbual. I laughed. But I think I am just like a phone.

    You can chat with me for hours and so, but once you press the wrong button, you'll be disconnect ;)

    And one more. I have loads of new clothes to be worn to work, to get back my mood. New clothes, enough for two weeks. Yeay! Kalau tak semangat lagi, tak tahu lah.

    Need to khatam the new book, Lost Hearts in Italy by Andrea Lee. Uncle B recommended this book to me since he thinks I am almost the same as the leading character. Coincidence, no?

Saturday, 17 October 2009

  • Today's Story

    I had once craving for famous amos and I ate them almost every day in quite a number of cookies during the period of time. And luckily, I didn't gained any additional spare tyres for the craving.

    However, now I am addicted to cakes but unfortunately, I am supposed to keep myself away from eggs and chicken for some reasons due to my new meds I am taking. Well, at least for a week and according to my calculation, my no-egg-and-chicken-days will be ended on tuesday next week. But I need to reduce the quantity from now on until god knows when.

    I've been thinking of lemon tarts and oreo cheesecake I've seen at delicious tadi and the images were running wildly on my mind sampai nak gila.. :(

    And oh. Been to bangsar village and a few fashion boutiques nearby today with along and had so much fun. Well, shopping never bores me and we had our lunch at 4 pm at fish and co. I like that place since it's cozy and my food was delicious. But if I can have my lemon tarts and cheesecake, it would be the nicest day happened lately in my life.

    Then we took mia and uin at midvalley where I dropped them off to meet their friends, and headed to klcc to watch 500 Days of Summer. It was a good movie, indeed except it was kind of sad since it's a sad ending story. Summer's cute. She has big eyes which looks kinda adorable and tom pun comel jugak bila tengok lama-lama.

    Works have been crazy. And it requires me to use my sense of logic and brain as well. Tapi mata makin kabur. What to do? (-.-") Driving pun tak nampak sangat but I didn't tell along and others because I don't want them to worry. Tapi macam mana nak drive hantar mia gi jasin isnin ni sorang-sorang. Hmm..

    Need to go to sleep now. Penat.. Nite!

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